heartbrake

haha i love puns... it's kind of funny how heartbreak actually physically hurts, and it happens without a whisper of get ready i am coming courtesy... or is it possible to know everytime when you are going to get your heart broken? like i knew. i fucking knew. and yet it still hurts. why do i tend to lie to myself? but what if you put on your heart brake and what you were so scared about isn't true, but does that ever happen?
no matter what species or machine, there are always go and stop. that's the two simple things in life. you can either go or stop
stop or go, go or stop, stop or go, go or stop..........
hmmmmm..... how does one person go? do they just count to three and GO or do they count to three and hesitate, and then count to three again? and again? and again? funny how ironic love is.... can you both be going at the same time or would you bang heads? like am i forever doomed to have one party going and the other party stopping.....
i don't know
lyz can you email me if you read this?