dreams

i find myself dreaming of things that i never, even now thought really mattered in this world we live in today. i try to change my dreams, but i feel as though no matter what i may do . i will always end up there. in that world of spying eyes and thoughtless words. i look at how i am now and how i think, and i realize that i am there now. i am there in spirit and in mind, just not in body...yet. i have always been told that i speak in very vague ways. does that mean that i am trying to hide something? hmmm...
i dedicate my love here and now to my little hippie that never bores of hearing about my hopless romantic side.
oh how i miss her being by my side in this hateful reality we once shared.