contemplation

emplai was sitting here thinking. dude i have to get off my ass and fucking decide what i am going to be when i grow up. like not that i have to decide right away, but it would probably be a good idea. and then it got complicated. it would be so much easier if i didn't want to do everything there is to do. like i know i want to take ancient greek mythology and religous studies and philosophy, but like, what can you do with those kind of things, other than being a teacheer, any ideas anyone?? i don't know, i want to do something that will challenge me everyday and something that i love, i once read. " find a job that you love and you'll never work a day in your life" hmmmm i wonder what kind of things would i never get bored of. if i could just do everything i would be fine, but then i would have school loans coming out of my ass i don't know why i am writing this, maybe i am asking for someone to make up my mind for me, it's funny i think how it's so easy to have someone tell you what to do, then, when they do tell you, you are like. no that won't work. haha i think it;s kind of funny really.