I LOVE ALBERTA BEEF!!!!!

this is dedicated to Lyz, because i told her i would. You know how we all love to have inside jokes. I do. And you try to make a point to not tell other people about these inside jokes. I know that it is supposed to be like some kind of bonding thing, but if you think about it, how are you making that other person feel when they don't understand. I guess i kind of associate it with french, i don't know french. I am living with 3 french people. When they start going off in french, my mind wanders and i think of all of those things that could be being said and i have no idea what they are, i cannot voice my opinion, i cannot laugh at their jokes. I guess i kind of like that feeling of being left out. And as i am sitting here typing this, i think about all of those little inside jokes that i have with people. And i know that on the side of having the jokes, it's kind of nice, just being able to step out of reality for that whole 17 seconds with that one person that understands you, maybe that's what we're all looking for, is that false sense of understanding. hmmmm. now that i have had almost a complete debate with myself, i will leave it. For all of you reading this, i wonder. Who is reading this. do they have an opinion about what i write? How do they see me when all they are doing is reading my rambling. boo do i scare you?? heehee or do you feel comfortable because you are reading this and you see that you are not the only one that argues with themselves. haha no i am the only one...i am special haha there you go Lyz, don't ask me where it all came from, but it is all yours. W H I T E T R A S H F O R E V E R !