hmmmmmm....

Every day i roll out of bed and open my eyes to that never-ending world of hate that i love. i throw on some pitstick and swim through my days in those pathetic repetitive rituals that i cannot stand. I feel this way today. Every day. hmmm. I see all of those people that walk around me in circles and i start to feel dizzy. I sit and watch for a while, and it all starts to go away. Then i stand up.
My world exsists inside my mind. Doesn't everyone's? People are smitten with interaction. Somedays i crave to stay inside my mind for days. Becoup Dejour ( many days). One month passes and i think sooooo differently. It makes you realise how that one grain of sand can forever change the flow of that river.hmmm.